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new livejournal [Monday Feb 26 07] tinyheartbeat tinyheartbeattinyheartbeat this has too many memories, trying to have a new start. add me there.</div></div>

melt into the floor, as one. [Thursday Feb 22 07] things have been super frantic lately, new classes, ignorant people and freshman research projects. i hate hamden high, and i can't wait until i graduate. people are stupid and arrogant and i wish death upon you all. but, i signed up for my classes  today. i'm pretty sure i'm taking: ap physcology criminal law 9 foreign polices 7 chem 9 band! 20! english 9 health 9 &  the rest don't matter. gah, i'm TRYING to quit smoking. I swear i am, it's just not working it's gross and if I knew I was going to be smoking at 15 , i'd slap myself. ugh. i can't imagine how i got here, smoking a half a pack a day. I remember in the beginning of the year when I thought i was a little invincible bitch. But, i'm not and i cut that shit out quick. I got my life back together and i actually WENT to class. i've kicked myself for fucking up in the first place, but I'm never again not for my "friends" or for any "guy". but, this one boy is actaully quite intellegent which is quite a change. and it's important to have that because I won't have to prove myself by skipping class and doing drugs. I haven't done pot in about 3 months now, It's stupid and skeezy. Why the fuck do people smoke weed? who knows. It's not a "holy drug" and it wasn't delivered by jah, which i recall is a fucking lion. what is this? the jungle book? never again, and i proved myself worthy yesterday. i found a twenty bag of weed on the ground. I gave it away, i didn't sell it and i didn't smoke it. because I'm not a fucking MORON. speaking of morons, you're really getting on my nerves, you two-faced skeezy whore. you're grotesque, and you look like a fucking dyke. you want to ask me one more time for a fucking cigarette? because I won't, you fucking jew. go fuck up your life, i'll laugh when I see your sorry ass in jail. you lie about being SXE to get some guy, and you lie about being vegitarian when you shove a cheeseburger in your mouth right in front of me. you're a contradiction to everything god built us up to be. i hate you and your face is getting old around here, so go the fuck away. have fun in life with your 20 avergae in bio. and don't come up to me and say you're skipping, because i don't care. and you know what! when they asked for you, i told them you were out back sucking dick! i don't care if i got sent to the administrator. IT WAS FUNNY. AND IT WAS PROBALLY TRUE. HAHA. die. AND: I want to give up smoking for lent, and gressy, sweet, fatty foods. oh and cutting down on the mass amounts of berry berry kix. haha. i'm still really mad my spanish teacher moved me down a level, it's stupid. you can't base my intelligence on my grade in your fucking class, you suck at teaching and you're a bipolar imbecile. i hate you. and josh, i made you something today: LOL. and has anyone heard the new FEDEX commerical? EUROPE  BABY. 16

delicate [Thursday Feb 15 07] tell me that you can feel it. 1

[Thursday Feb 15 07] gfbdghbdgj. it's 4:53am. where the fuck did the time go? i think when i get a sense of freedom i go insane. i wonder whats going to happen when i graduate. auuuuughhhhhhhh. one day at a time, caroline. 3

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